I’m worse now
i dont mean what i wrote last night though.
There was one person that’s been helping me out alot the last few weeks just by being around them
And now i lost that
now i dont have
maryn
or chelsea
or alby
or drew
and britt’s too busy to have good friends
and that’s all my friends
and i dont have a house i want to be at
and i dont have a parental figure that i feel really comfortable around.
UNLESS
i go to west eugene and party with girls and have more freedom
that would be better than being surrounded by things i cant or wont have
AH This loneliness!
this homesick
this lovesick
nobody ever gets what they want more than anything
